what a hectic week... @@;;

lol hey...what a really busy week ehh...
its nearing SPM...but I don't think I'm freaking out(should I be O.o?)...for now maybe...
will update again ^^

Alot happened this past few days, weeks...

hey guys ^^
yeah its been awhile since I last wrote my previous entry...I have been busy the whole 2-3 weeks as i last counted...
alot had happened...I'll list down just the ones I remember...
-sent my AFS application form.
-got to know that i failed my SPM trial BM.
-alot of my teachers  were worried of me
-explain(don't know how many time) why i blacked out during the trial, the night before I stayed up late studying till midnight, woke up late(around 6.30am), bus was gonna arrive any second, rushed bathing. A bit like that.

will update and try to remember more..

Something...that i just realized...

well, today i went to school(heck alot of my friends ask me...why DO I come to school when I don't even have any papers to do XD)

Didn't think much about it.... Was feeling ok, of course.

After we were sent to our temporary classroom(the Form 5's were given Blok B room's like the Physics Lab, Chemistry lab, etc.) to do our paper(of course i didn't have any papers...that's why alot of people ask XDDD) so I went to the Library to catch on some work..

Suddenly...

She appeared...*snaps finger* like that...i think my heart skipped a beat..

well, both of us decided to stay in the Library(mostly ccause I wanted to finish sorting out my tuition papers, which was suppose to do yesterday but..you know..Raz's problem)

SO she started to read some books while I did my work...chatted a bit with her..then came the awkward silence..luckily i had work to keep me busy...

after a while, Amir came in...i manage to finish half my work and thought= hey, if they don't have anything to do..why dont I give them something XD

so i gave Amir a few Add maths questions while she got moden maths ones...

felt hungry, went to canteen with her...ate and discussed a few stuffs with her(about Raz and her problem, family problem, etc.). Finished and went back to Library...

jumping to the walking home part...

talked with her...

reached her home...said goodbye to her..and ran back to school... on the way...i realized...that she is really likes another guy...

i better get out of the way...I'm not good enough for her anyway ^^ I'm a nobody...

will continue again...

A chance of a life time....

....

...wow...

=___=;;

yup....that's how I feel rite now...

here's a short story abt what had happened last nite when me, my mom and dad sat down to eat dinner(at about 9.00pm i think)...

my mom manage to got to the AFS place and whent to talk to the person who called me...(I think her name was Azrin..yeah i guess that's right)

anyway, point is...I got a place in going to Japan(yeah~!!!! XDD) the place that i wanted to go...but i did not manage to get the scholarship... *sigh*=__=;;

so now, I have to pay at least :-

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RM24000++

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you know what happened at school today...?
met Raz..and she was crying...
it's about her best friend that she loved, who lives in Australia, Caelum(sorry, i dont know how to spell his name...but i call him Kalim..i think)
he has pancreatic cancer...and only has less than a month too live...
Raz reallt did love him...wanted to show everything about Malaysia...
looks like it will but just a dream...

yeah...well, continue later...

*sigh in relief* ahh~~ finally XDD

*yawns* wow O_o... imagine that...2 weeks before, 2 weeks after raya...straight got trials DDDX *sigh* yeah well, its over!! ^^ ...for now anyway(nooooooo~~~!!!! DX) *sigh* doesnt feel much of Raya this year...maybe coz of SPM la... btw, got a call from AFS(American Field Service) today...you know..the exchange program...yeah well..i might get the year program...(YEAH~~~! XDDDD) but it has to be paid (awww~~ D8) yeah well...will continue on thgis...like my other posts... *SIGH* -__-::::