Sometimes...I hate myself...

Peace be upon you, reader.. ^^

sorry for the negative title...

explain later...post first and will update later...

< My farewell song at the highest speed >

Eng. Title: The Disappearance of Hatsune Miku -Dead End-
Jap. Title: 初音ミクの消失-DEAD END-

Man, I love this song... T^T

Quite sad really...

Unfinished business...

Peace be upon you readers. ^^

*sigh* I guess today's post won't be that much long...cause I havent even finished the previous ones(well, only some are complete). I know, I know...I procrastinate... =3=;;

Will try to finish as much as possible(AMAP) today...

Oh yeah, you know what??

I started to mengaji(which means something like studying the Qur'an) again.

[Official date = 6th Jan 2010] 

Starting back from start.. +__=;; *sigh* man..If I wanna go to Japan this year, I gonna have to finish the whole Qur'an in 2 and a half months. OK, so I will go mengaji in the afternoon after Zohor around 3-3.15PM(which is about right now =___=;;) and after Maghrib (right after prayers). Conveniently, the ustaz's house is quite near the mosque. Narzeen also goes mengaji with me, but always after Maghrib(his usually at the mosque for maghrib prayers)...

lol... by the way...

Yesterday me and him went to the nearest cyber cafe(CC), which is called STDN, to go play a few games. But turns out, the games there are not that much... =__=;; It was purely wasting time and money...*sigh* I will remind myself not to do that again...

Oh yeah!! Yesterday morning I got my Hayate Ayasaki butler suit XDDDD Did a bit of camwhoring with it...but didn't get it correct though... =___=;;

Here are the ones that i think are ok... ^^;;

 Now all I need is..

 1. The red necktie that Hayate always wear...

2. His blue wig( *sigh* Janice~sama is still having problems with the kastam and she hasn't replied my e-mails and messeges to her...I hope she's ok..)

3. [Maybe..still working on it] My katana complete with scabbard and hilt protector(re-improved)

3. [Same as above] Apron and tea set

Yup...the list above is still in progress...

Will work on is ASAP. ^^

Ok, guys...I really need to go now...

Need to go and mengaji now. ^^

Will update my previous posts later then..(heh, hope I don't procrastinate again XP)

And so, we go...

phew~ man, I'm damn tired...

Peace be upon you guys, readers. ^^

A new chapter, begins...

Peace be upon you, readers... ^^

Well, the year 2010 has now started.

A year full of memories, over...

Peace be upon you, readers. ^^

*chuckles* looks like...this year, 2009, is about to be over. In a about half an hour. Currently watching "High School Musical - The Concert" on Disney Channel(channel 615 on Astro). Heh, I know, I know...

Childish eh??

Well, it reminds me of the past. Many things that had happened to me, things that had made me more mature, more knowledgable about this world...* happily sighs* I guess...I had been a bit of a jerk when I was younger. Naive would be the correct word... *chuckles softly* ^_^

*sighs* huh, I don't know what else to write...maybe i should put in my thought a bit...

Ok, you see... I am really going to miss my school days. I'm going to Japan next year for my AFS(ABM) year program, so I'll be missing everyone here. Especially...her...

But of course, she has someone else. I wouldn't want to interfere... When someone is already owned, I would step aside...

I guess that's it about my feelings for her. By finishing writing this, the feeling will be buried down. Deep in my heart. And I think I'm happy about it... ^^

OK...5 mins left for 2009.

I'm going to stop writing now, and I pray, hope and wish, that next year would be a better year for me... :)

*chuckles* well, this is it...

Happy new year guys...^^

~Cheers,

Mohd. Firdaus "Ben" Khalili

[ Forgotten Butler ]

31 December 2009.

Just another post...

hey guys...
let me just put what i'm currently thinking here and redo it again...
- i feel kinda nervous going aboard...
- want to do things..but always procrastinating...i hate it...
- i...kinda miss her...*sigh*
will update more here...like my other posts too...

*sigh* looks like I'm gonna miss out on this year...

Hey guys... =__=;;

Not feeling very good today. Went cycling yesterday, almost half a day gone..got back really tired...still am though...

Well, I'm just gonna say this first. This year I won't be going ComicFiesta...I have this AFS briefing in PJ on the 19th to 21st December.

*sigh* man....I was looking forward of going this year...but out of the blue...that came out... =__+;;
will update more on this..

One chapter closed, another is about to open...

Hey guys ^^ Guess what??

SPM has finally finished~!!! XDDDD

*jumps around joyfully*

ahem... *calms down*

The biggest battle is about to begin.

Well, looks like the final battle is about to start...

Tomorrow is the start of SPM(Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia) which is the first stepping stone in my life. Life after school...

Feeling a bit..scared...

Yeah, well..that's what a person will feel...the pressure...

I thought, "Hey, if this is it... Then its best that I write a least a proper post this time. ^^".

And yeah, so it seems to be like it. Finally writing a proper one(YEAH~~!!! XD). It might be short, but oh well...
If anyone wants to know my timetable, here it is :-

SPM Timetable

Wednesday(18 November 2009)

• - BM1 [ 8.00am - 10.15am]
• - History1 [11.00am - 12.00 noon]
• - Bm2 [2.00pm - 4.30pm]

Thursday(19 NOvember 2009)

• -BI1 [8.am - 9.45 pm]
• -BI2 [10.30am - 12.45pm]
• -HIstory2 [2.00pm - 4.30pm]

Friday(20 November 2009)

• -ES1[8.00am - 9.15am]
• -EST2 [10.00am - 11.00am]
  

Monday(23 November 2009)

• - Mathematics1 [8.00 - 9.15am]
• - Mathematis2 [10.00am - 12.30pm]

Tuesday(24 November 2009)

• - Islamic Studies1(8.00 - 10.00am)
• - Islamic Studies2 (2.00 - 3.40pm)

Wednesday(25 November 2009)

• - Additional Mathematics1(8.00 - 10.00am)
• - Additional Mathematics2(2.00 - 4.00pm)

Monday(30 November 2009)

• - Biology2(8.00 - 10.30am)
• - Biology1(11.00am - 12.30pm)
• - Biology3 (2.00 - 3.30pm)

Thursday(3 December 2009)

• - Physics1(8.00 - 9.15am)
• - Physics 2(10.00am - 12.30pm)
• - Physics3(2.00 - 3.30pm)

Tuesday(8 December 2009)

• - Chemistry1(8.00 - 9.15am)
• - Chemistry2(10.00am - 12.30pm)
• - Chemistry3(2.00 - 3.30pm)

OK...
All my stuffs are ready. My pens, ruler, pencils and erasers are all packed in my pencil box... Just that I need to revise a bit, then I'm done.

*chuckles* and now my sister wants to use the laptop to do her "stuffs"(which usually involves Micheal Jackson, her myspace ,which she just set up, and what not) and I think I better give her.

Ok, this is all that I can write about for now...

will return on the night of  8th December. Till then...

"May the force be with you.."

And so we go...to bed XDDDDDD

Hayate Ayasaki's birthday

lol his birthday is today... XD
will edit more..

Graduation 9/11/2009

will edit more about my graduation here ^^

A week of pure exercising XD

wow~! XD

This week was a purely exercising one! XPPP